as the weather is picking up, so are my mood and mentality. sometimes you stumble across things that appear to be all that you want…only to discover things you never knew you needed. this year my life has been all about feeling good, while only doing things that feel natural and right. (bad things can make you feel good too, even if not for long.)

i feel like there’s more that i could say, but i would much rather go enjoy this weather.

i had a much needed awesome night out last night. i'm hungover as hell, but it was more than worth it. newcastle will be the death of me, i am sure.

i love who i am, i love the people i know, and i'm excited for my future.

"Love is the thing that everybody's looking for, even when we know it's hard to find, and I know that finding it is a cakewalk compared to living with it, and the only thing worse than living with it is losing it."

all i do is work.
and it still feels like i never have enough money.


i'm lonely.
(but i'll be okay.)

uhmmm i’m alive. and i have money. and i’m always working.

that’s all really.

bahaha.

"An April 2008 poll by SurveyUSA estimated that at least 18 million American adults had been Rickrolled."

i like

• working
• making money
• getting lots of sleep
• getting ready to start college.

lucky for me....this is my life currently.
SCORE!

so i've been working a few days. i hated it for a minute, but i'm pretty alright now. i only have a partial section for the first week and even though i've been working slow lunch shifts i still make at least 35 dollars every day. for a few hours. i don't mind that.

also, i can sleep without tylenol pm now! this made me so happy i almost cried. i woke up at 8 am today without an alarm. anyone who knows me well, knows what a feat this is for me. i also eat 3 meals a day. i'm just doing all sorts of smart things these days. (it's about time.)

i'll be getting my own place in indy sometime between january and june 2010. until then, i'm slinging steak, saving money, and going to college. i'm doing some much needed self improvement, and i feel great.

that's all.