it may be a good time for a spot of hibernation.
i'm thoroughly suspicious of basically every person in my life.
i've come to the conclusion everyone is out to serve their own best interests
and too much trust in anyone is a mistake i cannot afford to make.
everything i hear sounds like the sharpening of knives.
i wish i could say my distrust is without reason,
but sadly, we've been here too many times before.
i need a foothold, a rope, anything.